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My Miscarriage 

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TW: This video is about my experience with Pregnancy and Miscarriage. Please do not watch if those topics are triggering for you.

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2021 8 فوریه

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Pkmn Trainer Cupcake
Pkmn Trainer Cupcake پیش 18 ثانیه
I'm sorry you lost your baby. 😔
Bethany Stinson
Bethany Stinson پیش دقیقه
So sorry for your loss Colleen
ILMC123 Corgi_Luver
ILMC123 Corgi_Luver پیش 12 دقیقه
I think the pain of a miscarriage is worse than the pain of pregnancy.
Gina Rose
Gina Rose پیش 14 دقیقه
You are so strong, a miscarriage can be extremely traumatic and don't let anyone tell you how to feel. Sending love!
ShanVlogs
ShanVlogs پیش 42 دقیقه
I’m so sorry to hear about this, but you’re so strong and you can get through this, you are loved by all your fans, we all love you and we are here for you ❤️❤️
Kayla zoom
Kayla zoom پیش 54 دقیقه
Love 💘
Layla Harris
Layla Harris پیش ساعت
i’m so incredibly sorry. i love you so much and will be praying for you and your family. stay strong 💗
Boichris Kgosi
Boichris Kgosi پیش ساعت
I'm so sorry for you You have the have the best life ahead of you and you will feel better I am praying for you and your family Hope you feel better
Gagliardi Vex
Gagliardi Vex پیش ساعت
Very sorry for your loss. Wish you the best. Stay strong
Wobblytardis
Wobblytardis پیش ساعت
Im so very sorry for your loss....i had a miscarriage when i was 18/19 and even though I only knew for a week or two and it was honestly for the best I was still sad. Its ok and understandable to be sad. You are an amazing mom and woman.
Danna Soto
Danna Soto پیش 2 ساعت
Colleen, im so sorry you had to go through this. dont listen to many unnessecary comments, we are here to support you! 💖
julainne1
julainne1 پیش 2 ساعت
So sorry for your loss. You are not alone. I miscarried twins in week 14, it was horrible loosing them and the plan of having them with us for the rest of our lives. Not to mention how painful and gory a miscarriage is (or at leas mine was). I wish people were more open about this. Thank you for sharing, and again: I'm so sorry for your loss. Hope your recovery is treating you well.
Hey_Its_Rae
Hey_Its_Rae پیش 2 ساعت
I know the pain too... your pain is true and valid... you gained an angel... 😥❤️
Amy Pointon
Amy Pointon پیش 3 ساعت
Just because you may not have enjoyed pregnancy and it may have been hard doesn't invalidate your feelings now. It's like women who don't want children being told that they then can't, then getting emotional. It's hard because a choise had been taken from you. You're geeling the way you are and THAT IS OK... I'm really sorry you've had to go through this and I'm glad you've got amazing family and friends to help you through this.
Justlov4
Justlov4 پیش 3 ساعت
I am so sorry Colleen. I feel so bad that you had to go through that. Just because someone doesn't like pregnancy doesn't mean they don't want children. My mom is proof of that. I'm lucky she adopted me. Thank you for sharing your story. There are so many that go through this and feel alone. You are not. My thoughts are with your family.
Isabell Sweeney
Isabell Sweeney پیش 4 ساعت
I’m so so sorry to hear this sad news.. sending you love and happiness always❤️❤️❤️
Emma Panzica
Emma Panzica پیش 4 ساعت
Whoever disliked this video needs to check themselves!! Colleen feel free to be open about anything you want to be with us!! Sending so much love and prayers your way!! God bless you!!
angierose75
angierose75 پیش 4 ساعت
I miscarried 4 years ago it was/is devastating not only to me but my husband and son. Now we have a beautiful Angel to look forward to meeting when we move on from this life. I'm so very sorry you have to go through this too.
xxkinzielouxx1
xxkinzielouxx1 پیش 5 ساعت
I saw this and immediately clicked and said “oh no not her” you are the sweetest most genuine human. I suffer from fertility issues, you are not ALONE. This is the worst feeling. You are strong momma !
Rasa
Rasa پیش 5 ساعت
I know how you feeling.. Im so sorry for you sweetheart. I had misscarrige with my first baby.. and now i have a healthy son.. 💙
Sadie Durham
Sadie Durham پیش 5 ساعت
I am sorry xxx take care 😘💗
K,J& Baby-B
K,J& Baby-B پیش 5 ساعت
Oh sweetheart💜 Misscariges SUCKS, I had 14 looses. It did take us 3 years to stay pregnant with our first! And medications to stay pregnant! Now I'm pregnant with my second and I got pregnant after the first try (still needed medications to stay pregnant). I had a hard first pregnancy and now a hard second (but alittle better) Only 4ich weeks left but anyway.. The pain when you have a loss is not something you can belive before it actully happens. One day you will be a mom again to another baby♡ Sending you HUGS and love❣
greusome
greusome پیش 5 ساعت
The fact that 2,000+ people disliked this video is so vulgar and wrong and they should be ashamed of themselves. That is so disrespectful and wrong and just unbelievable to think people are that disgusting to even do that. People have absolutely no remorse which is a problem and they need to rethink their actions because that's horrible. If anybody ever uses the fact she had a miscarriage against her they should go to hell be reincarnated to be set in a miserable life just to end up in hell again. Lawd people wild
Natalie Gambrill
Natalie Gambrill پیش 5 ساعت
There are more women that are going to be able to relate to you than not, miscarriage is SO common. I had a missed miscarriage and miscarried naturally a week after finding out at the ultrasound. It’s horrible, it’s painful, and it takes a toll on you mentally and emotionally.
Kaitlyn Smith
Kaitlyn Smith پیش 6 ساعت
I’m so sorry you’re having to go through this. I just went through a miscarriage with my first pregnancy about 2 weeks ago. No matter when you lose the pregnancy it is just as devastating. I shared the news with family and friends friends and it was so hard to have to tell everyone that I lost the pregnancy. I still grieve and it’s still painful but I have so much hope for the future. Thank you for sharing. You’re not alone. We’re not alone ❤️ keep your head high! Everything happens for a reason.
Chloe Atkinson
Chloe Atkinson پیش 6 ساعت
OMG hope u are ok so sorry x
Madison Riccio
Madison Riccio پیش 6 ساعت
I’m so sorry. Prayers ❤️🙏🏻
RacecarGirrl15
RacecarGirrl15 پیش 7 ساعت
So very strong of you to share this. So many women go through this in silence. Positive thoughts for you and your family.
yameena kasuji
yameena kasuji پیش 7 ساعت
Stay strong💜 i know its hard 💛 ur not alone💗
yameena kasuji
yameena kasuji پیش 7 ساعت
Soo sorry for ur loss 😪💔
Merlitha Louw
Merlitha Louw پیش 7 ساعت
We are here for u okay we love u and support is right here ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
Kristen Martin
Kristen Martin پیش 8 ساعت
Feel. Every. Emotion. I have gone through two myself and grief is a wild ride. Don’t be afraid to let yourself feel-I did not and it back fired for my mental health and I went to a place where I attempted to do the one thing that I thought would allow me to be with my baby. Hang in there, ask for help, and it’s okay to accept the help-that’s what I wish someone would have told me.
Nilsa Velez
Nilsa Velez پیش 9 ساعت
Sorry for your loss will be praying for you
millie mcgrath
millie mcgrath پیش 9 ساعت
Sending my love and support xx
Adrian Dolewski
Adrian Dolewski پیش 10 ساعت
The positives of a pregnancy out weight the negatives.
Flo Swann
Flo Swann پیش 10 ساعت
its okay, colleen. we will always be here.
Sabrina Brunt
Sabrina Brunt پیش 12 ساعت
My mom had a total of 14 pregnancies.... only 4 of them actually made it through. Miscarriage is a scary, and sad reality. You got this! Miscarriage can be very painful, but everything happens for a reason.
Katelynn S/C
Katelynn S/C پیش 12 ساعت
You got this mumma 💙💙
Leander Pomfret
Leander Pomfret پیش 12 ساعت
I am sooo sorry we all love you ❤❤❤
Kathleen Burgess
Kathleen Burgess پیش 13 ساعت
You are an amazing person!! Everything that you feel is valid. And you deserve a chance to care for yourself and know that you are not alone!! Take all the time you need to heal, but your health mentally and physically is most important. Lots of love
Kayla Watson
Kayla Watson پیش 13 ساعت
You have every right to feel any way you want to feel and need to feel. I feel your pain. I also have had a miscarriage. I promise you it will get easier but you will never ever forget that beautiful little baby ❤️ I’m so sorry for your loss 💔
Sam Meza
Sam Meza پیش 14 ساعت
My heart is with you, Colleen. I am so sorry you had a miscarriage but the fact that you were willing to go through another pregnancy knowing you did not enjoy the experience is amazing. If you are meant to have another baby, it will happen girly. Everything has its own timing and I know when the time is right something extra special will happen. :) Love you Colleen!
Chelsea Harmony
Chelsea Harmony پیش 14 ساعت
I'm so sorry I know how it is my mom had one my grandma had on my aunt had one and my sister did and I know it's really hard but you still have an amazing son right now so it's going to be oksy
Aerin’s Slime World Andes
Aerin’s Slime World Andes پیش 14 ساعت
I’m so sorry Colleen, I hope you feel better 💜
Ingrid Felfly
Ingrid Felfly پیش 14 ساعت
I'm so sorry for you loss beautiful Colleen🙏 God bless you and your family
Jessica Serrano
Jessica Serrano پیش 14 ساعت
Of course it is devastating! 🥺 Only hugs from here 🤗
Angelica Rodriguez
Angelica Rodriguez پیش 14 ساعت
Sending you virtual hugs! I love you so much you will get through this❤️❤️
Sofiya Cron
Sofiya Cron پیش 14 ساعت
I am so sorry, Colleen. I pray that you heal as much as possible and then when you are ready your family is blessed with another member whether that be through pregnancy, adoption, or some other way. Love you
Jesse Dallen
Jesse Dallen پیش 15 ساعت
I had the same thing where the negative test turned positive and thought it was just negative till about a months later when I miscarried in the middle of a shift at work. 2 months later I found out I was pregnant with my son and now he is here and healthy.
simplyyxmimi !
simplyyxmimi ! پیش 15 ساعت
ONLINE HUG* (つ .•́ _ʖ •̀.)つ
Caitlyn Rosario
Caitlyn Rosario پیش 15 ساعت
We love you girl. Stay positive 😘😘😘
Olivia Bond
Olivia Bond پیش 15 ساعت
I've been there too, Colleen ❤ I completely get what you're saying about your heart and your life changing when you found out. When we lost ours, we were already picking out names and buying things. It's shocking and devastating when all of that suddenly ends. Sensing major love and hugs to you!!
Wicked, man
Wicked, man پیش 15 ساعت
We love you Colleen ❤️🤍🖤 you are so strong and so brave for sharing your story
Sheena xoxo
Sheena xoxo پیش 15 ساعت
Oh I am so so heartbroken for you, Colleen! 😥 I just want to hug you after watching this video. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers! Although we don't know the reasons...everything happens for a reason and I know that doesn't take the pain away...but God knows what he is doing. Just please take care of yourself bc I've been there and it is very devastating. I feel in my heart that you will be pregnant again, really soon...and the next one will be your rainbow baby 🥰🙏🏼 God bless you sweetheart
court muise
court muise پیش 15 ساعت
Sending you so much love ❤
Poonam Saroha
Poonam Saroha پیش 15 ساعت
Colleen you are so strong and inspiring. True fans see you, hear you and love you.
Scott Kramer
Scott Kramer پیش 15 ساعت
When you cry you make me cry 😢
ava mac
ava mac پیش 16 ساعت
You are such a strong woman. We love you. I’m praying for you! This is a loss. Losing a baby much be so hard.
Karley Piotter
Karley Piotter پیش 16 ساعت
You are a mom of 2, and Flynn will now have a forever guardian angel watching over him
Madalyn Claire
Madalyn Claire پیش 16 ساعت
loss mama’s are the worst groups to be a part of but the most understanding. they’ve helped me get through losing my daughter at 33 weeks in december 2020. you’re always a mama of 2 now!! one here on earth and one waiting for you in heaven. wouldn’t wish this grief and pain on anyone, praying for you and your family.
tia riley
tia riley پیش 16 ساعت
You are so brave to share this. No pain compares to this. So much love.
Hannah Klassy
Hannah Klassy پیش 16 ساعت
I just had a miscarriage as well on February 8th. I know the pain. I’m so sorry Colleen😭
Ana Ropero
Ana Ropero پیش 17 ساعت
Thank you colleen for speaking about this!! We love you and we are praying for you❤️ You WILL see your baby again, he or she is not lost, you will meet them again, thats for sure!!!!!🙏🏻❤️ thank you again for sharing your story. People need to see this, people need to know you ARE a mom, and that a baby is a real living beautiful baby in your tummy, and not a clump of cells❤️ we love you!!!!!!!
Em Krell
Em Krell پیش 17 ساعت
People will be jerks sometimes and it shouldn't be a normal issue. Just know that everything happens for a reason and sometimes we need to go through loss to become stronger and open up for new things. I am so sorry for your loss and I hope you feel better soon! We love you.
CampfireJubilee
CampfireJubilee پیش 17 ساعت
Miscarriages are a very real thing that require a grieving process to work through.
CampfireJubilee
CampfireJubilee پیش 17 ساعت
So much love to you... thank you so much for sharing your experience.
Anna Ruth
Anna Ruth پیش 17 ساعت
I know this pain all too well. Don’t let what people say invalidate your feelings and experience. I know it hurts SO much and you will grieve over this, but know that every woman who has ever had a miscarriage or pregnancy loss is holding you up through this. You are loved and held. 🧡
Dana Rache
Dana Rache پیش 17 ساعت
You are absolutely not alone ❤️ I carried twins and only got to bring one home with me and when you said that when you get pregnant, you completely reframe your mindset and the way you imagine your life, I really felt that. Losing my daughter really shook me. It's almost been 2 years and it's still so surreal that she's not here even though I carried her for 6 months. Anyway, my point is: you are not alone. ❤️
Elizabeth Lapointe St-Jacques
Sending you so much love ❤ So sorry for your loss
Renee Chronister
Renee Chronister پیش 18 ساعت
I love you and you are a strong women and you can do this.I am sorry for your loss and when you started to cry I started to cry to.I love you and you can cep going.YOU CAN DO THIS.This is for you💋💋💌💌💘💘💝💝💖💖💗💗💓💓💞💞💕💕💟💟❣❣❤❤🧡🧡💛💛💚💚💙💙💜💜🖤🖤
Sheri Pie
Sheri Pie پیش 18 ساعت
Oh wait but unborn babies don’t count as a baby according to you liberals though. I’ll feel bad for you when you realize that killing unborn babies is actual murder. Until then, I don’t feel bad for you. I only feel for the baby that passed away.
Amerissa C
Amerissa C پیش 18 ساعت
Thank you for being brave and sharing about your angel baby. You sharing about your loss just opened up the door for other women to want to share their journey as well. Your baby and grief matter. Take all the time you need in your healing journey and it's okay to not be okay. Take it one day at a time. I've lost two babies last year one at 10 weeks and the other at 21 weeks my baby was born still. You are not alone! Sending you love and good vibes 💜
Emily Brown
Emily Brown پیش 18 ساعت
This was me a year ago. I 100% know the feeling in EVERY SINGLE WAY. I'm am so sorry it is absolutely terrible.
Allyson Lee
Allyson Lee پیش 18 ساعت
God bless you 💗
Nicole Cook
Nicole Cook پیش 18 ساعت
I’m so so sorry for your loss, take as much time as you need❤️
Mady Williams
Mady Williams پیش 18 ساعت
Colleen your are so strong even though you didn’t think you were but like almost knew you were and was scared to be pregnant but happy is amazing that you knew those signs and that you were happy I’m so sorry you lost this baby I would love to send prayers towards your family and for you to have a good pregnancy when you are pregnant and to be happy I hope you are doing ok.. we all love you lots and are sending love and we are here for you!❤️❤️❤️😭
Jenna Burnette
Jenna Burnette پیش 18 ساعت
❤️👏❤️👏❤️👏❤️
Elizabeth Matrafajlo
Elizabeth Matrafajlo پیش 18 ساعت
Omg I’m so sorry
TheGrandPenguin
TheGrandPenguin پیش 18 ساعت
I miscarried my first baby and no matter what trama ive been through it was the worst pain I ever felt. I'm sorry momma. We are here for you. I'll never forget how empty I felt....
SkullyRau
SkullyRau پیش 19 ساعت
i don't understand what your going through, but it doesnt mean i am here for you! this sucks, that wont change. But it WILL be okay, it might no tbe okay now, but its going to be okay! you are strong, kind and capable! You got this! And, if you want two boys with pesents under the tree this coming christmas! you cn do that! wether it be pregnancy, or adoption! Make your dremes ome true! i don't want to be anoyying. so ill stop here, you are awesome and strong.! you got this!
Anna Kate
Anna Kate پیش 19 ساعت
I myself have never had a miscarriage or even been pregnant. I do know though what it’s like to want a baby and try so hard. The fact that you knew it would be hard, but you were still thrilled means something. You were preparing to welcome another little life and to watch Flynn become a big brother. Then that all went away in an instant. It’s okay to be sad, feel it, stew in it and then get back up and be the strong and amazing momma and women that you are! You are not alone! Thank you for opening up and sharing this with us! I’m am so sorry this has happened. ❤️
Sydney Gassiot
Sydney Gassiot پیش 19 ساعت
It is unfortunately common but that doesn’t diminish the pain at all.... no matter your experiences with pregnancy, loss is a loss... you are not alone and no one who is worth their humanity should ever say anything about a woman’s experiences with pregnancy. Your strength and your openness is inspiring (but totally would’ve been okay staying private too if that’s what you would’ve needed). I’ve had this pain. People I know have had this pain. We aren’t alone and neither are you ❤️❤️❤️ I hope you get the rest, the closure, and the love you need Right now ❤️
baileexoxo13
baileexoxo13 پیش 19 ساعت
I’ve been through it 3 times, it’s horrible, excruciating pain. The emotional pain is so much more painful than anyone could imagine. Praying for you! ♥️
Cassidy Beachy
Cassidy Beachy پیش 19 ساعت
So sorry for your loss:( I can’t imagine the pain I love you you and will be praying for your family as you grieve♥️
Evie Piller
Evie Piller پیش 19 ساعت
I’m so proud of you Colleen! I love you and i watch all of your videos! Your so beautiful and strong! Your so powerful and i believe in you!!!❤️🤟🏼💕👍🏼👑
bubblygranolachick
bubblygranolachick پیش 19 ساعت
I just lost my babies a week ago 💔 2021 sucks so bad
Athena McClure Collins
Athena McClure Collins پیش 19 ساعت
It ok I am here I really don’t know you personally but I feel bad for you why did it have to be you why did it have to be you
Hailey Hanson
Hailey Hanson پیش 19 ساعت
Pregnancy can be so painful and traumatic for some mama’s and you have every right to dislike the pregnancy part 🤍 I’m so sorry and my heart is with you and your little angel 👼🏼
Stephanie Arneill
Stephanie Arneill پیش 19 ساعت
Thank you for uploading this. I went through a miscarriage at 6 weeks pregnant and felt the same, I was very naive about the whole thing and I am absolutely devastated. We will be okay and we will get our rainbow baby’s 🌈👶🏼
FlutePlayer777
FlutePlayer777 پیش 20 ساعت
I am so sorry for your loss. This is heartbreaking but please do not lose heart. Take this time to grieve. We will always be here to support you. Please take all the time you need. Remember its nothing you did wrong. Please do not blame yourself.
Abbigail Nihei
Abbigail Nihei پیش 20 ساعت
I had a miscarriage at 6 weeks in April 2020 and it completely shook my entire being. I’m here with you ❤️ you are not alone
Amesirvine
Amesirvine پیش 20 ساعت
Oh, I’m so so sorry! I couldn’t imagine the pain. Hugs. I’m sending my love.
Michelle Bloomfield
Michelle Bloomfield پیش 20 ساعت
So sorry. Prayers.
Sasha Irvine
Sasha Irvine پیش 20 ساعت
Thank-you for sharing this, you are so brave and I’m so sorry for your loss❤️
Sariah Leavitt
Sariah Leavitt پیش 20 ساعت
When you get that positive test. You picture your whole life. You imagine every little thing. And when it’s taken away and lost it’s so so painful. I had a miscarriage at 5 weeks after we’ve been trying for a baby for 2 years. We thought it was our turn and we lost it. Our first baby. It’s absolutely painful. I fell into a deep hole of depression. But I’m better now and still waiting for my rainbow. I think about my baby all the time and pray to God to ask him to let my baby know even though we never met and I wasn’t very far along. We loved/love our baby sooo so much. And can’t wait to meet him/her someday. Be strong momma. I’ll keep you in my prayers 🙏🏼❤️
Jillian M
Jillian M پیش 20 ساعت
I am so sorry you've had to go through this Colleen. You are so strong! Take all the time you need to get through this! We will be here with open arms :)
Mango
Mango پیش 21 ساعت
I would never say anything like that, you will eventually be amazing mom of 2 and I am so sorry. I will support you forever
Lucia Runkles
Lucia Runkles پیش 21 ساعت
I wish there was a button that sends you a hug
Lola Pemberton
Lola Pemberton پیش 21 ساعت
Since I have never been pregnant I don’t know the feeling, but my mom had a miscarriage and just knowing that was hard and I wasn’t even having the baby. So I can’t even imagine the pain that you wen through. I’m so sorry that you had to go through that, it’s hard and I know. But there’s always other times. I hope you Beth through thing Colleen.
Amanda Livingston
Amanda Livingston پیش 21 ساعت
It'll be ok my friend suffered a miscarriage but she tried again and had her son
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